I hate writer's block. I was writing an essay and I got stumped. I know
what I want to say, I know what I want to emphasize. I have already written so much and what is remaining is the end part. And I can't seem to figure out
how to put it down into words. It's so frustrating. I took time off to go and read other things to see if it would help. It didn't. Was that the wrong thing to do?
I need to finish this (not
this one, the one I have writer's block on) essay. Don't tell me I will have to come back to it.
While we are still on the topic of writer's block, I have a few posts in draft mode in different states of being written that I have been planning to write and either due to writer's block or pure laziness, I have been unable to go back and finish them. It has always seemed easier to start something new than to go back and finish them.
I am promising myself that I will either finish all the posts in draft mode by the end of the year or delete them as having lost their significance. I don't like making promises here. The last one I made I didn't keep because I forgot and I have been procrastinating to tell you that I forgot. Well, I am going to do that now.
I promised (
here and
here) to express myself on the 10 different themes featured on the
Yahoo Time Capsule but I forgot. The weird thing is that I reminded you both times that the clock was ticking but I was found wanting when the time came to deliver. Since I realized that I forgot, I have been contemplating whether I should still express myself in the 10 different themes to keep my promise or just let it go as an opportunity I failed to grab when I had the chance. Well, right
now I have decided to let it go.
However, why I forgot about it is still bothering me. The normal things like being busy, did not really want to do it and other such things come to mind and I can't really tell you why it was not at the back of my mind especially considering that I don't use a calendar or any such tool to keep track of stuff that is due yet I always seem to remember when stuff is due such as when I have exams so I can study & ensure I go to class. However, this might be because I seem to be constantly reminded of these dates by teachers and my fellow classmates. I also remember people's birthdays without any aid although I have started using
Google Calendar to keep track of people's birthdays to ensure that I don't break my own “
Birthday Law”. Other uses of Google Calendar have been to keep track of US Holidays and televised NFL games. Every other thing on my schedule I run from my head despite having a phone with a calendar, a
PDA, Outlook, and Google Calendar.
This might have to change. I need to look into syncing Outlook and Google Calendar. I just did a quick
Google search and it seems promising. Will look into this.
For those of you who schedule and plan your lives, any tips?
You know the cool thing about writing, you start typing and your thoughts start flowing and at the end of the day, what you have is different from what you purposed to write. When I started writing this, I was writing just to rant that I had writer's block and I ended up repenting for not keeping my promise. In that kind of scenario, am I supposed to change the title to keep it in line with the finished product or leave it to align with the original concept?